why me

Why does my love run so deep? Why can't I sleep? Why don't u understand me? Why can't u love me? Why me?

So much pain

 Mistakes started to take your place. Too much space I could't see your face; because you stayed away.

How am I suppose to stay. I've made a life changing mistake, now who can say LOVE lost is LOVE gained? What comes from the heart causes so much rain. Its as if my life a worldwind so much chaos,thats causing so much pain. Pain you see ,causes misery and misery loves company. Expectations starts to fade away. Standards starts to increase. Understanding awakens ,and sows a seed. Confusion cease, but longsuffering arise against me. All I want is to be victorious over the enemy.

TO BE CONTINUE.........

TOUCHED BY YOU

Have you ever been touched in a way that makes your body shake, your heart race, your soul awake. Then takes you to another place. Your mind is wondering, your biting your lips. Your eyes rollin,your hands grabbin. Then he wraps your legs around his hips. Now here's the twist. Your puxxx drippin, his back is bendin, your head is spinning. Now it's time for a change of events. Then he whispers lets switch. You start to taste, He touches your face. Now there is no way this can be erased.

TO BE CONTINUE.......

After moving in my own place I lost sight of what was important in my life; I stop going to church, I started dating which was new to me, by me being shalter my childhood life I was naive about dating, guys,and the world,what to watch out for, and I a result of that I had to learn the hard way. Bang and as I'm typing this. I have come to realize that I was out in the world Blind..not knowing what to expect or how to distinguish between who's and friend and who just using you.BUT because I got saved and Devaloped a relationship with GOD while I was living place to place before I move into the shalter he taught me what LOVE is and thats what kept me from allowing the enime from destorying me. Man I thank GOD because it was only him who saved me. You wouldn't believe how stepping out the will of GOD can caused so much chaos in life.

My LOVE

I love you with love thats patient, Love thats kind, Love that genuine. Love thats caring.
Love thats stronge; not some weak Love that won't hold on.
Love thats longsuffering and true. Love that run deep for you.
Describing my Love that has no end; that wins, thats not sin. Love thats bold, overwhleming and shows.
Love that will never leave your side,but helps you to survive.

This Love maybe new to you; you may not have a clue,
but to me Loves a seed;I'll sow into you if you just beleive.
This is the same Love that was walked all over,misused, and deserted.
This is the same Love GOD picked up reassured, cleansed and converted.
This Love won't give up or give in ,so allow my Love to carry you and your heart will mend.