After moving in my own place I lost sight of what was important in my life; I stop going to church, I started dating which was new to me, by me being shalter my childhood life I was naive about dating, guys,and the world,what to watch out for, and I a result of that I had to learn the hard way. Bang and as I'm typing this. I have come to realize that I was out in the world Blind..not knowing what to expect or how to distinguish between who's and friend and who just using you.BUT because I got saved and Devaloped a relationship with GOD while I was living place to place before I move into the shalter he taught me what LOVE is and thats what kept me from allowing the enime from destorying me. Man I thank GOD because it was only him who saved me. You wouldn't believe how stepping out the will of GOD can caused so much chaos in life.